PCSDMS - What?

There are some decisions you feel that have to be taken. Not that it is absolutely necessary but sometimes you take it just to clear your conscience. You were not able to sleep earlier. You aren't sleeping now either. But you've had realizations and now your mind is at peace.

During one of those usual rounds of staring into nothingness you do not have that feeling of guilt and remorse within. And you have moments when you are neither happy nor sad. There is no light at the end of the tunnel and as you travel along you might realize that there will never be any, but the deal is you realize that there is light at the your end: Within you. Is that not important?

Love & Luck
Govind. These days.

T - 4!

A story. A life. A love.
A song. A prayer. A poetry.
A machine. A feeling. A leaf.
A hope. Some memories.
A magic carpet. A wonderwall.
A wait. The hope. The future.
A thought. A realization.
A bed. A pillow. A sheet.
A jigsaw puzzle. Solved. ;)
A post - for myself.

A CLEAR CONSCIENCE. A PURE HEART. THE TRUTH.
A PROMISE. THE RUNWAY FOR THE FREEDOM FLIGHT.
THE SUNSHINE. THE PEACEFUL SLEEP.

Forgive me, if I have sinned.
Govind. 09/01/2011.

Left, Right & Inside!

In there be you an eternal child
Let his imaginations break free,
...let it go wild!

In your "Little" world:
The birds - they swim and the fishes fly
& with Newton, nature need not comply.
You close your eyes and the sun - it shines;
neither circles are round, nor straight are the lines.

Govind
02-01-2011

To You!

Met them who were not perfect yet happy,
made me realize of my own  imperfections.
I was asking for myself,
for everything but forgiveness.

Thought of in a state of despair.
Written in a state of hope.

G. Paradise.
04-12-2010

You would not know. Would you?

She had mesmerizing eyes.  I’ve never met her and am pretty sure that I’m never going to. That’s a tragedy but I’m  also happy that someone did meet her, who connected "us" and thanks to this connection I was able to figure out so much about myself, things that I love, people and the harsh reality that what we often consider to be a harsh reality is actually not.

Now, it was me who, at first, tried for hours to figure out the lies and deceit  in her eyes. The problem is with me (or should I say, with us). And now I spend days wondering and trying to figure out that something to which our senses respond so well, can be so true. It’s like a mirror but just that it shows reflections of a better world with hope and beauty.

I pray for her. For myself. For everything and everyone I believe in.

Complex? Maybe. I see many things clearly now. Be happy for me.
Grammatically incorrect? Maybe. You know, I don’t care.

Love, G.
12, 13, 14-11-2010, Mumbai. 
   

Being "funny" is not the same as being "immature"!!!

Was I happier...

...when I could color the sky, green
or color the water, red?

...when I rushed to blow off the candles,
when the power came back after a power cut?

...when I thought crackers were the coolest
and big size water guns, the best"est"?

...when it felt cartoons were the best entertainment
and comics, the best read?

...when once a week I was allowed to eat out
provided I could give a reason to why I should be allowed?

...when the meaning of love was unknown,
yet there was love all around?


Why is it that "you" are not happy all the time?

Gov. 20.10.2010. (Nice date).

Today!

Sitting on the window sill
thinking of the days gone by
Realizing life'll never stay still
these cheeks have now gone dry

**
The distant lights remind me
of a smile I'll never forget
**

Weird it is
This silence
brings me not words
but sounds,
of peace
and
of life.

Govind
3-10-2010
Mumbai