Monday, April 26, 2010

Maybe a lifetime...

I’ll drink to my Love(S)
You may to your Loss.
I’ll pray, so He saves The One
whom someday you shall come across.

I feel restless but
my present is fine.
Its my future blaming,
the past of mine.

I drink to the ideated image,
that could be She.
I wonder why life is such
& how it should be.

Govind.
25-26.Apr.2010

Monday, April 5, 2010

Ten Minutes Before Expiration!!!!

I do not understand everything around me.
I am happy.

I want to listen to awesome meaningless Bollywood songs.
I want to keep believing that I can become a ruthless "businessman".
I want to keep believing that I can become a stand-up comedian too.
I want to play CS.
I want to build up my super PC within three years.
I want to have that perfect headphone.
I want to live.
I want to eat. I already do.
I want to dream. I already do.
I want to travel in all four dimensions at Godspeed.
I want to love.
I want to experience hatred, jealousy.
I want to learn playing UT, FIFA.
I want to see. I want to be blind.
I want to sleep. I want to study.(Surprised?)
I want to know.
I want to learn.
I want to forget.
I want to take. I want to give. I want to share.
I want to laugh. I want you to laugh.
I want to feel.
I want to go. I want to stay.
I want to finish off AC before I lay my hands on AC2.
I want to write more here. But I'll stop.
I want to delete this post. But I'll wait.

Govind.
Tick Tick Tick... Boom!!!
;)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Time stops and the zeroes are lost...

The Girl of the glass walls
She used to stay with me.
A night of separation &
I realize, together we should be.

Foolishly, I walked ahead
left Her alone, behind.
Freedom was an illusion then
& now I feel confined.
My heart wandered
so did my mind.
Now I am no longer with Her
She can see me but I'm blind.

...G
16-03-2010

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

BLEH!!!!

I cannot make peace with the countless and prevalent definitions of Love. (Reasons are many)
I have a definition of my own. (At least, I think so)

I do not have much understanding of metaphors or of mathematics that can be applied to the non-physical world.

I believe that there are only two people with the same definition of Love and only they can be in a relationship that can be called "One Made In Heaven". (This is not any definition). This is what I believe. I don't want to be the "yet another guy who tries his hand at explaining something that is impossible to explain or even to discuss". And moreover, I don't think any generalization is possible. Everyone, almost everyone, defines it based on the experiences of his/her life. Yes, some borrow it from others. Some borrow it from the books. Some from the internet.

I hope I find MY Someone who has the same axiomatic definition of Love that I have. Someone whose life would synchronize with mine.


Its 4.30AM. Need to get some sleep.
To hell with the grammatical errors. G.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

The end of it all for this season...!

As I walk down
I realize
how dark the roads
actually are

As I walk by
I listen
to Her
-the complaints & cries

As I walk through
I see
the uncertainties
of life

As I walk with
I feel
the cold
that accompanies me

As I walk on
I know
its only me
who can save me from myself.

Govind.
6th Feb. 2010.
I wanted to write more but the 'effect' was wearing away.[;)]

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Two years gone by.

Today is the second anniversary of my PC. I was going through the old files - actually going down the memory lane - when I stumbled upon this. One of my first photoshop works that has logos of some of the best CS(My secondary but always-to-stay love) teams in the world.



Things and people around me just like myself have changed big time in these two years but this beautiful monster has stayed the same.

Nostalgia. G.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Eclipse of Jan-2010

You all know what solar eclipse is. So wont get into all the explanations or the physics behind it.

Took few pictures from the street, thanks to a nice family who lent me an X-Ray. Then rushed back home and took a few from my roof.

There wont be something like this for another 1000 something years. So this is my try at capturing a moment in History. Uploading one of the around 20 shots I had taken today.


Cheers
Govind.